渴望

渴望~~就是你想要的东西....很想得到你想要的东西....
有时在想....我想要的东西...我都会得到它......
但是.....我想要一样东西....很简单的东西....但我却得不到.......
为什么呢???
从以前到现在......我发觉到......我喜欢一个人时...我是不会得到他的喜欢...
但不喜欢你的人.....却来找上你.....
找上你了...
你要怎样拒绝他????
我不想伤害大家的心...........
我只好选择不理你........
但........
如果你很渴望的东西得到后.....
你当然会很开心....很幸运......
我时常很羡慕这样的人...........
好羡慕他们........为什么可以得到自己想要的东西.....
但自己却不能><
但是.........
换另一个角度看..........
如果有一天.......
你得到渴望的东西后......
突然从你的身边离开......
..............................
那么...........
是不是比没有得到来得很伤心.....很痛苦呢????
得到后.....最后却不是你的..........
让自己白欢心一场而已....
这种痛....不是每个人可以接受的...........
我领悟了这.......
有时你没有得到......
不代表不好.......
但也是一种好事.........
也能说是一种.....安慰........

Everything will be fine...

Y wan lie me><".....i'm so sad when i get tis new...my family keep it secret n din let me noe....how to do??? I'm vy sad....at least can let me noe wat happen to everyting....i can help it.....but u choose dun let me noeing everyting...i noe u dunwan let me worry bout u.....when i call bec home....i feel wan cry dy....especially i call to grandmother....she vy old dy....n i vy vy worry is her...when i call her...i can feel she is vy happy chatting v me..n i oso miss her n her cooking....to my mum....i vy worry bout when she at outside to do her business...she need goin many place....whenever nite, morning....n my young sister.....haiz........
I din hav beside them...cnt do everything....
I juz wish everything will be fine.....

Food Poisoning

WTH.....
Few day ago....i get the food poisoning.....i eat nasi lemak frm pasar rahmadan 4 my dinner.....after tat i oso hav take sum dessert...
when until midnite....around 4am...suddenly i feel unwell...stomachache..tis is my 1st sick until wan goin 2 hospital....becos really really difficult...n i oso vomit 2 times....haiz..............i vy scare 4 tis feeling....n i dunwan food poisoning again><
Tis few day seem like recover dy...n cn start 2 eat my loving food^^....haha~~~